I know that 2016 was a shitty shit show for a lot of you, but for me – it was sort of empowering. I left a job that I felt totally stuck in. That’s right.. after 10 years, I quit. I wasn’t growing with the position, nor did I care to, and it didn’t feel good for my soul to put  e  i  g  h  t  long hours a day into something that wasn’t making me happy. And also, I don’t like being told what to. So when all the planets aligned and the universe handed me the opportunities to move on, I peed my pants a little, had a few sleepless nights, pulled up my big girl panties (fresh ones) and then took them. HAVEN’T LOOKED BACK. Scary as fuck, but empowering.

Let me be clear though.. I didn’t quit to write a book (one day, maybe) or open a business or something crazy cool like that. I quit to build my Beautycounter business (it’s been surprisingly lucrative) and to work part-time at a pilates studio that I’ve been a member of for about 3 years – mainly focusing on client relations and sales/marketing. *This isn’t a new field for me. I was in the fitness industry before wealth management.

So here I am! Working part-time, making my own hours to some extent, spending more time with my family, sharing/creating, diving into my strengths, facing my weaknesses, and wearing super cute athletic gear all day erryday. Not a bad gig.

Of course, nothing with an upside is without its downside(s). I left a very secure job, I took a pay cut, benefits are harder to come by, and how much I do get paid is directly related to how hard I work. Plus.. time. Where did all my time go? I had so much time when I sat behind a desk all day, dreaming of all the things I could be doing outside of the office. Now I get up and BAM – my schedule is full. There’s always something to do, somewhere to be. And some days, I only mark off 2 of the 10 things that are on my to-do list. Some days I feel so overwhelmed that I end up doing nothing. But then there are days when I get shit done and get to sit on the couch and read for an hour, which feels odd because have I actually earned the break? Have I worked hard enough? Like, who decides when I get to take a break and feel okay about it? Me?! If that’s the case, I might need to be a tougher boss.

I don’t have it all figured out. I’m literally all over the place right now. But I’m gonna keep on keepin’ on because I’m ready for these new challenges and experiences.

Cheers to not waiting!

02. January 2017 by paige
Categories: Life | Tags: , , | 3 comments

Comments (3)

  1. Paige! This is fantastic news. Congratulations and right on!

    I swear. I’m nowhere near being able to end my day job, but I do dream of a way to make some side money. I’ve thought of opening an Etsy shop–that’s my newest idea. My husband has smartly talked me out of that endeavor.

    Don’t get me wrong: I love working as an international educator and especially as a high school librarian. I just want to find some extra spending money–on just me!!

    Maybe I’ll look into what you’re doing….

    Anyway, right on! I’m proud of you!!

    Love, Ann from Kremb de la Kremb

  2. Paige! This is so exciting, I’m so happy for you! congrats and happy new year!

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